Since
l was a little girl, l have often thought that Zimbabwe is safer than South
Africa. I have often known that you can just get shot in South Africa over
nothing. I have heard of car-jackers and people being thrown off building or
being stabbed to death. And as l thought of all this l always felt safer in my
beautiful country.
However
of late l don’t feel safe anymore, there has been an outbreak (if l could be
allowed to use that) of crime. People are killing each other every single day. It’s
even worse because these are not just random crimes. Newspapers are awash with
headlines like “Jilted lover stabs woman” or ex-lover stabs and kills woman or
brothers killing each other.
The
world has literally turned into a warzone area. People kill each other over minor
issues. Someone can die over a 5 rand coin. What is worse is that people are
not killed by strangers, they are killed by people they trust, people they love
and people who are close to them.
About
a week ago, in my neighbourhood, two brothers had a fight which resulted in the
death of the older brother. The younger brother striked his older brother with
a hoe on the head three times before fleeing. From my understanding, theses
brothers where fighting over a house, their parent’s house. It took a week
before the killer was found somewhere near Ntabazinduna.
During
the time l he was missing, l felt unsafe during that time; l could help but
wonder if he would harm more people where he was. I felt scared and I was even
afraid of moving around in the dark and l wondered how his siblings felt.
I
am happy that there are responsible citizens around who saw him and reported to
the police that they had seen a fugitive. When he was caught, the police came
with him to his home. I have never seen a crowd that big, people wanted to see
the guy who had killed his brother in cold blood, they wanted to look into his
eyes and see if there was a sign of regret. People kept murmuring and making
obscene statements that I cannot put down into words.
I
have known this guy ever since I was a little girl, l also wanted to see how he
will react and if he really was sorry. I tried so hard to look at him and the
human in me was hoping to find something, a trace of regret or something close
to that. But l didn’t see anything of that sort, no sign of remorse or
anything. I wondered how he would kill his own brother and still manage to keep
a straight face. I wondered how he felt as people he used to know and hang out
with looked at him in disgust. Funny enough, he actually had the nerve to look
at the people, look at all of us and stick his tongue out at us. He made a
mocking gesture at us!! Is he proud of
what he did? Does that mean, “don’t worry, I’ll be back”? I was honestly
touched and hurt. What has happened to this guy?
As
I was part of the crowd watching him as he gave out his statement to the
police, l heard some people say things about this guy, things that made me even
more scared. These people said that this guy had a book where he made a list of
the people he wanted to kill \and apparently his brother had been part of the
list. They said that in that book, he mentioned that he had killed another guy
(name withheld). I was really shocked and I realised that probably these are
the deeds of a serial killer. Who would keep a list of names of people he
wanted to kill and would also indicate that he has eliminated someone from the
list.
This
got me thinking. I wondered what sentence he would get, how he would defend his
actions, how he would defend the fact that he ran away. I wished l could attend
his court case but unfortunately l couldn’t. For all its worth, l wish he would
get a life sentence. And l hope l would not see him out on the streets before
year ends.